Thanks to those who understood, and allowed me to just vent my frustrations. It is not an attempt to drag anyone into Teh Drama, but rather just to cry my heart and soul out. The last time I kept things bottled up, my throat literally swelled up for two weeks, and I could barely talk or eat, I was so damned stressed.
But I'm done now, and on to happier stuffs. Sometimes I just need to explode.