Apologies... - Jessie T. Wolf — LiveJournal
Some of my more sudden and harsh ventings have marked the end of long friendships (as in I reconsidered things I'd accepted that were just eating at me too much).
Part of me wants to know more to help Jessie find peace with herself, but the other part of me knows I tend to screw things up more than help. Its frustrating. I stumbled into "finding" Jessie because of her current mate, but everything I've read has shed the light for me on someone unafraid of doing the right thing, even if its a hard decision to turn on her own heart.
Unfortunately I'm not that sorta friend. Or I might do it, but years later reconsider and turn on myself and my friend. All in all I'm not worth much. Arrgh! This is Jessie's vent, not mine. *smack self*
Unfortunately the more it takes, the more they weather, the harder it is to end a friendship ... and I've had some that have ended after weathering several deep chasms in my life.