Not really "Officially" back, but... - Jessie T. Wolf
Not really "Officially" back, but...|
|Date:||October 3rd, 2005 05:55 am (UTC)|| |
*hugs back tightly!* I'm trying really hard... this has all just been a really hard blow for me, since (again) I always, somehow, end up caught right in the middle of things. >.< It's especially difficult... when you love the person so much, but their actions are making you feel like you're being pushed away from them.
I don't want to be pushed away... but right now, I feel like I can't be close to ANYONE involved at all, anymore... because if I do, I run the very real risk of only being hurt.
Why does CARING for someone make you an easy target for manipulation and hurt? What the hell is the point of caring, if the person doesn't seem to care back, or even listen? <:/
Ugh... I want to be a happy wolf again!! I want MFF to come so that I can see my friends again. :/ *curls up beside youz*
My best advice: Say what you absolutely need to say to those involved, and then just seperate yourself from the drama. THat way, they hear your piece and know you care, but you don't have to worry about the pressure to choose sides (which, whether people admit to it or even realize it, do tend to do in situations like this). Just say what you need to say, and then don't get involved untill the situation cools down.
::pat pat:: it'll be ok, lil' wolfie. Things'll be better. The initial shock and pain is always the worst, but it'll get better.