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Not really "Officially" back, but... - Jessie T. Wolf
October 2nd, 2005
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Not really "Officially" back, but...

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From:wlfdog
Date:October 3rd, 2005 05:42 am (UTC)
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Fucking tell me about it. >.< You know... it just REALLY upsets me. I mean... really, very much so... dissapoints me. Do you know just how hard it was for me to NOT answer a lot of those posts bashing the "evil ex"?? I cannot stand to listen to shit like that, _especially_ since they _are_ talking about someone that happens to be a friend of mine as well... when THOSE fucktards don't even know the whole damned story of just what happened. >.< I really hate little suck-up, yes-men fantards. Thank GOODNESS I've never really had any of my own, (yet) but if I ever do, I swear to gods I will slap the person so bloody hard upside the head that they won't know up from down. >:/

I know he's been hurt. And I'm not saying that he doesn't have a right to be hurt!! And for SOME reason he keeps on thinking that I don't know this... which I just can't freaking well understand, since he did the same damn thing to me a year ago! Does he think that _I_ didn't hurt when he did that to me? Did _I_ make as much of a huge public display about it, all over my damn LJ, so that people could hear about what awful things he did to me, so that they could go gang up on HIM? NO, I did NOT! Even though, hell YES, I was hurting... but I'm not that fucking malicious! >.<

As for coming to terms, apparently he's told me that he's over it and not all that upset about it anymore, and is looking forward to moving on in his life. But if that's the case, then WHY the hell bring it up in fucking Live Journal, where EVERYONE and their damn dog can see the (not entirely accurate) details of his private life, when he told ME over the damned phone JUST last night about how, oh he rarely ever mentions names in his LJ, because he doesn't want other people to gang up on or start trouble for any mentioned person(s) involved. That is such bullshit, right there. >:/

About the only thing he's accomplishing at this point is a very REAL threat of actually losing the people who truly care about him, because HIS behavior is pushing them away. I do NOT want to be on that list, Jakebe. <:/ I love him too much... and I made a promise to him that I'd always be there for him... even if he's made some mistakes with me in the past... I can't just leave him alltogether. But dammit, I feel like he's putting me in a situation where I have to choose between him and Mr. Evil Ex, and I DO NOT want to have to do that!! *hugs so tightly!!*
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Date:October 3rd, 2005 05:45 am (UTC)
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I love him too much... and I made a promise to him that I'd always be there for him... even if he's made some mistakes with me in the past... I can't just leave him alltogether. But dammit, I feel like he's putting me in a situation where I have to choose between him and Mr. Evil Ex, and I DO NOT want to have to do that!! *hugs so tightly!!*
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