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Jessie T. Wolf
July 23rd, 2005
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Mmmm... Interesting. O.o

You're a Hyena!

You have quite a sense of humor, though many others find it derisive
rather than appealing. You are perceived as being a coward, but actually have moments
of great bravery and have even stood up to those much larger than yourself. You like
hanging out in groups and are always making a lot of noise. Disney thinks you are an

Take the Animal Quiz
at the Blue Pyramid.

Heh. Amusingly accurate, for the most part. :-P

Finally back to my old routine at work. But MAN that place needed a DAMN good cleaning up! With two people covering for me while I was gone to the States, I'm a bit shocked that the place was in the condition it was in. The first thing my co-workers said to me when I walked in the door on Monday morning was, "THANK GOODNESS YOU'RE BACK!!!" Apparently very little chores actually got done while I was gone. Dishes weren't done, meds weren't refilled, GARBAGE wasn't taken out!! And I heard that one day someone completely forgot to clean out a cat's kennel and the poor thing didn't get any food or water all day (thank goodness someone noticed before they closed up for the night!). A good few nights they ended up staying an hour and a half past closing, just to finish vacuuming and moping the place! O.x

Feh... and my Manager once lectured me about my job not being that hard... *smirks* Sure, the work itself is simple, but it's the amount of responsibilities I have to take care of, and all in the limited amount of time I have to do it all in that makes my job crazy at times. Now that she KNOWS, she says I make it look a lot easier than it really is. What can I say? I'm dedicated to my job. ;) It just sucks that it takes me leaving for ten days for them to realize the importance of my position. -.- It's not always easy being Kennel Manager/Vet Assistant/Cleanup Crew! I make that place look damn spotless. *firm nods*

But now that I'm back into the work groove, I have to start getting back into the art groove, so that I can get to work on my AC batch of commissions. So far I've only got one badge done, (Wicked Sairah's Roscoe) and a few sketches. If I haven't e-mailed you back yet, and you got a commission from me at the con, don't worry, I haven't forgotten about you. I'm just getting myself organized. And for the folks who got the $20 cutout and laminated badges from me, yours will be getting done first, so expect some sketches from me by this coming week. :)

Also, I finally went out yesterday and got Zena a proper muzzle, since the new ban now demands I do it. I found out that apparently I'm not allowed to try and pass off a Halti for a muzzle... >.< SO, I had to drop $75 for one of those heavy duty chrome and leather cage muzzles. http://www.thecyberdogusa.com/mm10.html My dog now looks like Hannibal Lector. X.x But at least she's taking very well to having a piece of metal strapped onto her face. Much better than she took the Halti, actually! It was the last one they had in stock, too, so I totally lucked out, and it just happened to fit her perfectly. :} Plus she can still open her mouth easily to pant, and even drink water by dunking her muzzle into a big water bowl. So I guess, all in all, it's not so bad.

And on a final note, I'm rapidly discovering that I don't really seem to be ready for a serious relationship just yet. I wanted to see how Jay kitty and I would do... but I think I might have fallen into that a bit too quickly. Jay and I are very much a match in certain ways, but also very much opposite in others, and it seems that lately we've been discovering more clashes in the way we perceive things. :/ A rather touchy matter is based on our difference in opinions when it comes to spiritual beliefs (yes, that is a rather important part of what makes me who I am...) and my hopes that I could share my life with someone who at least understands and accepts it to be who I am, even if they don't necessarily share it. And as much as I love Jay to bits, there were a few problems that arose while I was on my visit to the U.S. (some my fault, and some his) that have made me realize that I still have quite a few issues to work out in my life first, before I can make room for a close, intimate life partner. The one thing I want the most in this lifetime is to find my other half, and settle into a loving, committed relationship. Just... I don't think I'm QUITE ready for it at this point in my life.

I AM glad, however, that we are able to agree on the fact that we do still care very much for each other, and that we still want to remain close. I'd still be happy to see Jay in October, when he visits again for his birthday, and I'd still be very glad to share a room with him at MFF like we planned, and an Artists Ally table. Hell, I'd still like to try to get a Dealer's Table to share with Jay for next year's AC. In my own humble opinion, why end any relationship on a bad note, if you can still salvage a friendship? It's not like my feelings for Jay have changed. I'm still happy to be close with him. :) I don't personally see it as a "break up," so much as maybe just redefining our terms together. It can still work, for the time being. And who knows, if things DO develop on their own, then great! If not, then at least a strong friendship is still there. I honestly believe that if something is meant to be, then it will happen on it's own. For now though, I'm happy to simply take things slowly again, and am just very grateful that I have so many special people in my life. ^^

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Date:July 24th, 2005 04:16 am (UTC)
YAAY for my badge!
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Date:July 24th, 2005 05:18 am (UTC)
Crazy cleaning up lady. I hope to get to AC06, hopefully I'll get to meet you :D
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Date:July 24th, 2005 12:30 pm (UTC)
well as long as you dont have that certain physical attribute that female hyenas have then it's ok >.>
also hurray for being back ^^
im glad you had fun on your trip.

man, that is a massive muzzle :/ but at least she doesnt mind.
And about the beleifs thing, I can understand where you're coming from there, I've known enough people and seen enough religions and beleifs to simply keep my mind open to accept pretty much whatever people want to beleive. I really think everyone needs to find what they beleive in and more or less just be happy in who and what they are, i never feel the need to explain or try to disprove someone else's beleifs, because who says im right or wrong in anything i say? really no one can. For that reason i just accept my frends for who they are despite beleifs, so long as it doesnt hurt anyone. (I mean if you beleived in ritualistic sacrificing of virgins.. well i may be a little concerned) >.>
Date:July 24th, 2005 02:39 pm (UTC)
That's a very mature outlook on your relationship issues.

If you don't start getting a little more emo, you're going to end up with your furry license revoked. Just sayin' XD
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Date:July 24th, 2005 05:44 pm (UTC)
Hey, 'yenas are hawt. Definately nothing wrong with a 'yena. :>

On to the Toronto pitbull situation, have you ever seen the webpage where you have to pick out the two pitbulls from all the other dogs on the page? It's amazing the number of dog breeds that look very very similar.
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Date:July 24th, 2005 05:50 pm (UTC)
Aah, here it is actually! Pick the Pitbull! Actually, it's only one, not two like I thought.
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Date:August 2nd, 2005 05:06 am (UTC)

muzzle the impropper dog owners

I still say I'll never put a muzzle on my dog, they'll have to proove she's a pitt bull mix first. She looks too much like her father and a few other breeds. Not many know she's a pitty unless I tell them. And quite frankly, in my opinion, if my dog does bite someone, she's doing one of two things, 1)protecting me or 2) protecting herself. And I always say if she's got a reason to bite someone, then they better watch out for me rather than her, they'll live if she gets a hold of them, but they might not live if I get a hold of them.
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Date:August 2nd, 2005 05:11 am (UTC)
ok, I just re-read what I just wrote, and I didn't mean to make it sound like I'm psycho murderer. I just feel strongly about my dog not being muzzled and that I'd do anything for her safety as well as my own and that of my close friends and family.
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Date:July 24th, 2005 06:25 pm (UTC)
*hugs* Hang in there, Jess - believe me, I know what you're going through, having just dealt with much of the same thing in the past few days myself in terms of relationship stuff. :/
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Date:July 24th, 2005 08:27 pm (UTC)

Close... Same species though :3


You're an Iguana!

While many people think you're too strange to even have in the house,
others have come to appreciate you as a sage figure in their everyday lives. You seem
to maintain a piercing stare that bores holes into the souls of others, or at least
sees if there are any bugs flying near them. You're more than a little rough around
the edges. You used to love giving the thumbs-up sign but have more recently grown
out of it entirely.

Take the Animal Quiz
at the Blue Pyramid.

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Date:July 25th, 2005 01:47 am (UTC)
Hyena huh, man is that not ironic. Sorry to hear about the split. Hope you find that someone that is "of even yoke" as my grandmother would say, when it comes to your spirituatlity, cause that's a very important thing to find cause its what gets most of use who follow a belief through the day. Always good to find someone that can equally share that experience.
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Date:July 25th, 2005 04:13 am (UTC)
Nice picture.

Miss you, missy. Loved talking with you. I've not heard from you, so I assume things are going okay?
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Date:July 25th, 2005 02:17 pm (UTC)

Would you like to swing on a star?

Shared perceptions and beliefs are part of any serious relationship. Though, no one wants to date a carbon copy. Sometimes it's those clashes of self that makes the relationship interesting.

Still it's honesty you shared, and in this you have found that things you and Jay disagree upon may make being as one difficult, it does not end your abilities to care for one another.
I'm glad you are still able to remain close and hold to friendships as a foundation.

There's always time in our lives to work towards something special, be it with who we have, or who me may stumble upon in the futures. When that time comes you will be ready... or not.(Part of the fun) Who can say?

Just know you will be loved in many ways by many. A community of kinships, kindred spirits, and those that can see you are worth that love.

Keep the faith, wolf.
Date:July 29th, 2005 04:36 am (UTC)
I hope you can find youself and be happy at the same time with you job. :)
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Date:July 29th, 2005 05:12 pm (UTC)
Hey, are you the same Emot who got that badge commission from me at AC? O.o If so, did you get my e-mail? I don't know if it got to you... maybe I typed it wrong... but I need to know what you'd like me to draw for you. :) Please send a description to my e-mail sometime? Wlfdog@hotmail.com
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