HUNGRY!!! - Jessie T. Wolf
My GOD, my stomach won't shut up! O___o I swear, it's like every five minutes it's screaming, "Feed me now, bitch!" for the last week, since I started my new nutrition program. Cripes. Who would have thought that eating a regular, healthy, balanced diet, on a steady routine every day would have kicked my metabolism into overdrive. I literally have to eat every few hours, or my stomach aches like I'm starving. I don't know where all the food is going, but at this rate I'm gonna be spending a bitchload extra on groceries every month. I damn well better gain an extra 10lbs this year, or I'm gonna be pissed. I hate being hungry all of the time! Goodness help me if I ever got pregnant! I would be eating EVERYTHING!! >___<
So, I've been thinking about quitting my obedience trainer job at Petcetera. Honestly, as much as I like working with the clients, and helping them turn out happy dogs, Petcetera itself, as a venue, sucks ass. The management is crap. I'm still waiting for graduation certificates and evaluation forms that are six weeks late, and now I'll have to mail them out to clients who have already graduated. Mondays are not registering at all, and the only few Thursday classes I have, the people don't show up half the time.
I'm not getting paid enough for the Petcetera job to be a benefit to my training career. Plus it's not like I really need it for the money anyway, since I have the day job at Absolute K9/Downtown Dogs. I may as well work full-time there, instead of taking the Monday and Thursday nights off, since Christine has said that she'd be happy to have me as an assistant trainer once the next Puppy class starts up.
I think I'll wait and see if anyone else actually registers for the new year. If no one new registers by the end of this month, I'm going to get in touch with my Supervisor and just let her know that Petcetera just isn't working out for me, and I've been asked to do training at my current workplace. I hate quitting after only four months of working there, but that place seriously needs to get its act together. Doesn't help that there's a Petsmart opening up literally right across the street from them. That's gonna be some competition!
Mmmmm... sleepy... *curls up*
Current Mood: tired
|Date:||January 10th, 2009 02:14 pm (UTC)|| |
Do you have much freezer space? You can save money buying larger amounts, then cook up meals, soup or whatever, and freeze them as boxed ready-meals. Heat and eat. Quick and easy. :3
*pets sleepy wuff*
|Date:||January 10th, 2009 05:54 pm (UTC)|| |
Unfortunately we have a very tiny/old fridge/freezer. :/ I'd love to have a big freezer, but this place is just too small for that.
heh Jessie eats the world murr hot;) * gets you pregnant* Just kiddin hun if you had my kids it be the end of well the universe;) what your experiencing is normal your eating more nutrients and your body is like nutrition vitamins? Holy shit eat more dammit! The trick is to eat filling foods ie have a high protien breakfast for example. And lots of fruit to snack on.
|Date:||January 10th, 2009 06:02 pm (UTC)|| |
*LOL* Having your puppies would be painful. :-P Half-macro wolf pups! I'd be like, "YOU DID THIS TO MEEEEEE!!!!!!" *venomous glares!* :-P
Oh, Blue's got me eating real good. Good balanced breakfasts, cereal with lots of fruits and yogurt. I am actually bringing lunch to work with me now, instead of buying quick food, so I get sandwiches, and fruit, sometimes leftovers from dinner. Eating more trail mix, and mixed nuts. Eating big, filling dinners. Lots of protein, lots of carbs. Drinking more milk and juice. Laying off the caffeine (so no more pop and I'm cutting back on the coffee). Taking vitamins.
I think I'm having a harder time trying to come up with new meal ideas/combos, so I'm not just eating the same things all of the time.
Jessie, you have awesome potential, and you are a wonderful person. A quote from Nelson Mandela rings true that I thought I'd share with you.
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."