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Floaty Head... ^_^ - Jessie T. Wolf
November 2nd, 2005
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Floaty Head... ^_^
I know I'm late, but I just wanted to write a little blurb before I got too busy again. Went out with notasiwas_blue, torrle, rexxwolfe, and Solon to Canada's Wonderland's new Fearfest Halloween haunted theme park last Sunday, and it kicked much ass! ^^ For $30 for the entire night, you get 11 haunted attractions PLUS a lot of Wonderland's cool thrill rides to boot, when in the summer time a regular day pass is like $50 for just the rides alone. O.o If I'm still in Toronto next Halloween, I am SO doing that again!

Then I spent Monday night just chillaxing at home with Solon. We rented Elvira's Haunted Hills, and ate cookies. :-P I was debating trying to go Trick or Treating this year, JUST to see if I could actually still pull it off... (heheheh...) but then figured... nah. I'm too old for that. My going out door-to-door for free candy days are over. I also wasn't able to get a Halloween pic drawn up in time for this year like I was hoping to... but oh well. Next year I'll be more on the ball, a bit ahead of schedule. I'm just glad that I was actually able to go out this year, cos the past two years have been boring, and I HATE staying indoors on Halloween, as it's my favorite commercial holiday time of the year, next to Valentine's Day. ^__^

Speaking of mushy stuff... been feeling rather floaty and happy again... and yeah... *flattens her ears and bites her lip* Ugh... it's not very easy to creep into my heart and bring down my defenses... I seem to live up to a Classic Cancer - little crab hiding in my shell. Been peeking out more and more again... and it feels good. But there's always that fear that things won't last, and as soon as I come fully out of my shell, something will go horribly wrong and make me run back in. It's so hard to trust that things will be okay... and maybe a part of me still feels like letting myself give in to good feelings is being weak in a way... letting down my guard can be dangerous... but then... I can't spend the rest of my life hiding in my shell, can I...? *ponders* It's so confusing, feeling so scared and yet so happy and thrilled at the same time about someone... and also knowing that same person feels that way for me too…

I can't keep a very good train of thought tonight. I have too much stuff in my brain that I want to just go BLAH into words, but am failing miserably at it. So I think I'll just go to bed. :} I'm feeling happy though. Yeah. ^^ *wags*

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From:kitchkinet
Date:November 2nd, 2005 01:34 pm (UTC)
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Okay. Spill it. Who's giving you the floaty feeling? ;)
From:delphi_of_clf
Date:November 2nd, 2005 01:34 pm (UTC)
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Too old for trick or treating?? You?? Nonsence :P. Go get yourself some after-halloween day candy bargains and enjoy yourself.

I'm a virgo (yeah, go figure), and I seem to have similar problems you're expressing :P. You should probably just stick with your friends and try to be content for a while, it seems to be working for me at least. But if you think you've found someone for you, and you're both happy together, then what're you worried about? :P. Be there for them, it's not like it's the end of the world. You're already friends, what changes? Just be your happy bouncy wolfy self and I'm sure they'll return the favor.
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From:vlen
Date:November 2nd, 2005 04:42 pm (UTC)
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*bounds over plows you over, gives you a nuzzle lick and bounds off*

:D *pants*
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From:huskie666
Date:November 2nd, 2005 07:46 pm (UTC)
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Hey honey :3
.. just wondering.. should I mail that gift pic for 2 to him?
Call meh sometime X3
*waggles*
~~Huskie
From:khakiwolf
Date:November 2nd, 2005 10:32 pm (UTC)
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I used to be a real hermit crab before I started hanging out with the local furries in 2001. Nothing could make me come out of my shell. I was shy, and scared, and nervous all the time. But now I'm a social butterfly.

Though there are times when I just feel like crawling back in again, especially when I've been hurt by people and I don't know who I can trust. It's never a good feeling. But it's nice to come out when it means being with people you like and trust. =)
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From:gryph0n
Date:November 3rd, 2005 09:31 am (UTC)
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Sorry I had to miss coming up for the weekend - sounds like much fun was had! Looking forward to seeing you at MFF; shoot me an email reply or something when you get a chance! :D
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From:jungrey
Date:November 6th, 2005 09:10 pm (UTC)
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Wuff! Sorry about the delayed emails, and all that. Glad to see yer perkin' up a good bit! *tailswishes and sends snugs*
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From:wlfdog
Date:November 7th, 2005 05:27 am (UTC)
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Nah, it's old. :} I just don't use it too often. *pets a birdy*
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From:wlfdog
Date:November 8th, 2005 01:01 am (UTC)
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