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I'M ALIVE!!! - Jessie T. Wolf
May 3rd, 2005
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I'M ALIVE!!!
Yes! I AM indeed still alive and well! Sorry for dropping off the face of the earth for a while there. O.o My life has been hectic and boring all at the same time. Little bit of home issues, little bit of drama at work, a lot of procrastinating on artwork that I should have been doing, (but I AM still getting down the list, before Anthrocon rolls around).

But most importantly, I had a little vacation last week, when fiskblack (Kitty!) came over to visit me. :) I'll spare most of the fine details, and just say I REALLY liked having his company. It's helped to clear my head a little bit, as far as past relationship issues are concerned. I'm starting to feel a teeny bit more confident again. Mind you, I'm still taking it easy, and taking my time to settle into something I feel might be right, and good for me.

Sooo... I guess you could say that Jay and I are kinda casually dating right now. Nothing solid, or set in stone just yet, (as I still have some rather irrational past relationship fears that cause me to still be the slightest bit hesitant in situations like these...) but I find that when I'm near him, the more time I spend with him the more attached to him I get.

It's funny, because when I first went to pick him up at the airport, I was rather standoff-ish and a bit cold towards his affections. Of course, by the end of the week, I didn't want him to leave, and was clinging to his arm for dear life. O.o I wish my brain could make up it's mind a bit faster. But for now I'm fairly happy with what we do have so far, and I'm eager enough to see where things might lead in the future. :)

In other aspects of my life, I REALLY need to start getting social again. O.o I haven't been online in ages, and when I am I'm usually hiding. I do miss talking to my friends... I just haven't really had a whole lot to say, I've found. But I'll need to start touching base with folks again, and stop being so hermity. I don't want to come off as rude or anything. I've just been really... REALLY antisocial. Hopefully con time coming will help me to loosen up, and step out into the light of Life again.

Work at the vet clinic has had its ups and downs. I find I disagree with a LOT of the things our manager does, but I keep my mouth shut about it. Had a little drama... my first few really bad days. But for being there for nearly a year, a few bad days is a pretty damn impressive thing. For the most part, I love my job! Even though I feel I should probably be getting paid a hell of a lot more than I'm being paid right now. X.x

And the doggies are doing well. Except it's now looking like Zena may be developing a slight leash aggression problem, that I will have to quickly work on training her out of. I'll also be getting a year-old Bichon Frise to train, before he can be adopted out to his new home. Know a family who is afraid to deal with his bad possession aggression problem, and it seems that they've been threatening to put the dog down. I know someone who'd be willing to adopt him instead, if I can whip him into shape. I figure if I could teach Calvin not to growl and bite whenever you go near his food (and he's an older, much LARGER dog) I can teach a Bichon puppy that that kind of behavior is not acceptable. Dogs don't mess with me, cos they know I'm the boss, and I'll win. ;) *huffs and looks all buff and bristly* Oh yeah, I'm a tough bitch. ;)

Also! I'll be updating my website after Anthrocon. Wanted it to be before, but I doubt I'll have the time. So sometime shortly afterwards I will be updating my site with some added sections, one being a color pencil tutorial that was suggested to me. I think it's a good idea! Also, I need to fix up the layout a bit, I think. And I've been pondering over creating a fan art section just for Scarlet Vixen. How many people would like to see more of Scarlet? It seemed for a little while there that she was starting to get a bit popular. O.o Any input folks would like to give? I like suggestions on how I can make viewing my site more appealing!

That's all for now. :) I will try to update more regularly in the near future!

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From:kutztowndragon
Date:May 4th, 2005 04:05 am (UTC)
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AC is gonna be off the hook.
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From:fiskblack
Date:May 4th, 2005 04:25 am (UTC)
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I loved visiting! I wish I could be around you more often, and it'll be good to see you at Anthrocon this year. Say hi to the dogs for me. :)

Jay Naylor
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From:mewmew
Date:May 4th, 2005 04:35 am (UTC)
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but I find that when I'm near him, the more time I spend with him the more attached to him I get.

Heh. I know that feeling. ^_^ Hope it goes well with you. I'm too chicken to find out if it could go well with me or not.
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From:starwind_2x
Date:May 4th, 2005 05:21 am (UTC)
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Heheheheh... Looks like Wuffeh is longing for some Kitteh ;) Glad you're back on LJ Jess :D
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From:nemfx
Date:May 4th, 2005 05:32 am (UTC)
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seperate sections. male nudity. female nudity. both. that'd be nice. and pictures of the jessiewuff. i wanna go to ac, but i have like no moneys at all. stupid lack of job.. not paying me.. *holds up sign saying AC 2008 or bust*
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From:mewmew
Date:May 4th, 2005 05:34 am (UTC)
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XD I have that problem No job = no money, and I want to go to MFF. I've never been to a convention before, and MFF is closer and is one that Iron Raptor goes to. I know him, and I wanna go to a con with someone I know so they can show me around. Gotta hope I can save up the cash in time. :(
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From:nemfx
Date:May 4th, 2005 07:14 pm (UTC)
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I know what you mean, I've had like 6 offers to hang out (or at least meet) with people there, and I have 390+$ in canadian money, which is like 180$ US. That would be the food for everyone I room with at AC if I get to go. I have no way of getting there, or getting registered or anything, so I spent most of yesterday going all over my town looking for work. I really don't wanna start cold calling, but unless someone calls me back I think I'm S.O.L >_
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From:formynder
Date:May 4th, 2005 05:46 am (UTC)
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I was gonba make a witty remark about the alpha male being female, but I forgot where I was going with it. Damn, it was a real funny one too.
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From:iron_raptor
Date:May 4th, 2005 06:11 am (UTC)
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*flails arms at you!* Make sure the dogs don't eat my art stuff! :P
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From:gizmo_nine
Date:May 4th, 2005 06:23 am (UTC)
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Good to see you online again >^_^< .
I think I mentioned this before... but I think it would be a good idea to add a con-badge section to your website as well. When you make badges for folks at cons you can just ask that they scan and e-mail a copy to you if they can. I would happily scan the one you did for me except... I seem to have misplaced it x_x . I'm sure I will find it though... I couldn't have gone too far.

Catch ya later,
-A.Wolf
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From:kelbob
Date:May 4th, 2005 08:10 am (UTC)
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Good to see you're posting on here again, and good luck with your kitty.
You may be able to train your dogs, but have you gotten over your gnawing on the kitty problem?? :)
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From:fiskblack
Date:May 4th, 2005 11:08 am (UTC)
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No! She hasn't!!

*ow*
From:bemanidog
Date:May 4th, 2005 03:40 pm (UTC)
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I'm fairly certain you didn't mind that at all. :3
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From:fairbank_otts
Date:May 4th, 2005 10:36 am (UTC)
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Good thing you posted. Your boyfriend was getting worried. ;)
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From:garrwolfdog
Date:May 4th, 2005 12:46 pm (UTC)
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Hey!,. good to see you're alive! :D
was just thinking about you yesterday actually,.... you should get on AIM more :P
*huggles* but good to see you're doing well though ^_^
From:ckwhitehorse
Date:May 4th, 2005 01:43 pm (UTC)
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Heya Wolfbutt ^^

I was just thinkin' about you too (like Garr) and wondering where you were. Sounds like you're havin' at least some fun :D

BTW I'm wrangling some plans to get to AC. Got the room, got the transportation. Just need sufficient cash and I'm good to go! Hope to see you there ;)
From:delphi_of_clf
Date:May 4th, 2005 02:30 pm (UTC)
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Well there you are ^v^. Glad to hear things are going fairly well at least, and that you really haven't disapeared :p. I'd added you to my ICQ listings a while back, and had wondered what had happened when I noticed you hadn't updated your journal for a time.
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From:prestonkitty
Date:May 4th, 2005 02:48 pm (UTC)
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Speakin from experience don't let old relationships screw with new ones. Leave the pain where it belongs, in the past.

Ah, budding romances... G.L. you guys.
From:bemanidog
Date:May 4th, 2005 03:38 pm (UTC)
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Glad you had fun.

I know it's WAY too early to comtemplate such things, but now that I think about it, it would be seriously cool for you to move to Atlanta. :}
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From:huskie666
Date:May 4th, 2005 03:55 pm (UTC)
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*pokes your head* o.o
Missed ya.
~~Huskie
From:khakiwolf
Date:May 4th, 2005 08:28 pm (UTC)
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Speaking of being social, I'm moving to Toronto on May 14th and holding a housewarming/birthday party on the 28th. Guess who's birthday? *waggles his eyebrows* You're welcome to come.

Let me know for sure!
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From:blackwingdragon
Date:May 7th, 2005 05:34 am (UTC)
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Awwww, I'M glad you're doing well, dear...
*Nuzzles lots* Was worried, not hearing about you for so long. *scritches*
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From:torrle
Date:May 11th, 2005 07:15 pm (UTC)
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*noses* Still miss ya. Don't be too much of a stranger, k?
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